Recently I've been reflecting on how far I've come in my journey in the CCA. With the introduction of new members and Joey being out of the scene, coupled with the restrictions of covid 19, it think it has kinda made me a little more reflective about my role in GB.

I tend to like to organize things a bit more, to ensure that the CCA runs smoothly, so I'll be the note taker, and the one "chasing" people to do up their badge claims. I'll be the one initiating the various meetings so that we are all involved in the planning. Yet, there's a significant sense of the lack of teamwork here. I'm not sure if it's just me, but generally people aren't just pro-active in finishing what they need to do. and honestly, after 5 years of helming the fort.. i'm tired. 

It's not about the lack of support, but it's as though everyone has their own minds about something, nothing gets really done. there's no common goal at all..

Maybe im just tired feeling as though i'm the only one putting in effort to make things happen for the girls...