Detective stories have always intrigued me. Sherlock Holmes, Nancy Drew, Detective Academy (anime), and others were enjoyable both to try and solve the mystery and at the same time marvel at the genius they are. There is, however, one category of mystery i hate terribly - Murder, though usually it's always about the mystery of murders. the insanity of the murderer, or even their lack of human consciousness have shuddered me to my bones.

A comment from a recently watched anime hit me. Not really the exact words but quoting the person, "Crazy thing is, that's how the world is like." the anime featured mainly 2 girls fighting over a same guy. Well the guy slept with girl A when his girlfriend was girl B.. it got so complicated i was just.. whhattt... but bottom line is.. he got girl A pregnant, broke up with girl A to really just be with girl B. Girl A couldn't take it and stabbed him to death. When girl B saw him dead, she chopped off his head and confronted girl A. Girl B hacked girl A, cut opened girl A's womb, declared she was lying abt being pregnant and went off with the guy's head.. "Crazy thing is, that's how the world is like."...

Can you accept that? that the world is like that?

I won't accept it. I'm not denying the fact that in the newspaper there are daily reportings of rape, murder, inhumane things. But i refused to accept that, that's all the world is. i believe God created us to love, we were made with love, and to love. the thing is, we have freedom of choice. God never chose us to murder, we ourselves chose it. Though choice can be influenced by the things around us, choice is still a choice.

i am not a judge to say those psychotic people deserves death. I'm only saying that it's really real. My fight isn't up against these people, it's the root. The devil. The devil is the one who plays and plants lies into their heads, who wants to see their destruction. John 10:10, "the thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full".

the greatest comfort i got, was that God has won the victory through Christ Jesus. we only need to claim it. =)

P.S. Never really intended to type so much.. but had been coming home late recently, late nights walking alone through the road was scary cus i got paranoid from all the stuff i watched, even WuXia at YouFu's house on Monday.. was inspired to type this as i read the bible..

the power of Your love..
thank You...