Nothing funny, just a thought came to me as my dad and i sat in the living room. He was on his panasonic laptop typing away, frequently asking me"how to spell ...? how to spell....? how to spell... ?" Initially i was like what.... Papa! I'll even admit i sounded annoyed. but then, i caught myself. Thinking back, it's not like my father intentionally wanted to act stupid.. His command of english isn't that good in the first place. He didn't finish school, but i don't despise that of him. I can go back through time for the story of my dad, but his story isn't for me to write it here.. =)

I love my daddy. Once my jie was talking about boyfriends and what qualities we usually find in guys, most of it is from our father. I didn't quite understand what she meant at that time, why would i marry someone who is like my dad? isn't that like marrying my own dad? lol.. but somehow, i get it now. Papa sets the benchmark. To a kid whose dad who goes overseas frequently because of work, yet has time to cook for the family, spend time with the family, calls from overseas almost every night when he's away.. yep.. Papa sets the benchmark..

Anyway.. two papers down! 3 more to go! not sure if it's stress, but i have to keep praying every night since last week for a peaceful sleep, and well.. SLEEP... i was up till 3+am the night before, tossing and turning, and i still can't get to sleep until i prayed. i think it's stress.... hmm.............

Out of nothing, You made me.
I was nothing,
yet i was something in Your eyes. 
i may waver at times,
but You held on to me still.
thank You..